I wanted to explore my possible voices. My other voices, the ones that I don’t use here. That I don’t use at all. I’ve shied away from it, written regular posts, manic posts, boring posts, eager posts. I’ve toyed with the idea of buying a camera voice recorder phone so I can mix sounds and words and maybe images all in the same space, as Andrew suggested over coffee once. But I’ve not done anything. I’m scared, I think. What if my other voices are ugly? Hoarse? Inadequate? Screeching? Too challenging? Too powerful?
Perhaps I should try singing lessons.